More than anything I wish I lived alone so I could get more school work done. I think ill turn my lamp in on work order so I can have some light to read by. Also I wish I had another desk to work on too.
Why is getting divorced such a difficult and long process? I just want this divorce over with! Freaking paperwork, freaking being a billion light years from the county I can file in, freaking money it costs and the time I’ve put in trying to make it so. I know it’ll be worth it. It’ll be a load off my chest. I just want it finilized.
The guy next to me is lifting weights. He has 120 lbs in each hand…. and here I am… 15 lbs in one hand that I switch out every set lol. I am not ashamed!
Holy flying fuck! Just had a total movie moment. We were moving stuff from our office to storage and I was carrying one of those clear glass pieces you lay on a desk. I had it balanced on my foot and when I leaned down to pick it up the corner barely tapped the ground and it shattered into thousands of pieces. It basically exploded and I cant be upset because it was super cool. I didn’t get hurt thankfully even though I practically jammed my glass covered hands into my face on accident. Still, it was super cool.
Had a dream Harry Potter was my ward and he peed the bed and the doc said that was healthy
Now that I am more sober I must tell you about my dream. I dreamt that I went into my parents backyard and one of their dogs was laying next to a sleeping snake except this snake was about eight feet long. Looking around I noticed a spider on the trellis but it wasn’t just any spider. It was a massive green and yellow spider that’s body was about two feet long with legs stretching another two feet. I produced to take a stick and hit at the spider so it would get off the trellis and off our yard and the snake woke up and started to try to attack the dog so I had to fight both the snake and the spider. I saved our dog but the dream ended with me still fighting the snake and spider.
I have no clue what this dream could mean. I am not afraid of snakes and spiders. In fact I quite like both. I wasn’t afraid of them at all so it isn’t like I woke up in fear. I have always thought the idea that dreams mean anything was a bunch of bull and this is just an extra solidifier.
I am having a moment… a really drunk moment…